Whom To Trust
Thursday, 18 October 2012 | 23:18 | 0 commentsAssalamualaikum , Hi ,
So today is the 19th October and I am free from PMR !! Woohoo !! PMR was scary but now I just have to think on how to spend my holidays . But I can't . Why? Because I am having this prob where my lil sisters (adk angkat . I cnt say they're my adopted sisters coz I didnt adopt them from the home for orphans)are fighting over me -'- .
See , my sisters are Faryna and Dhia . I've been with Faryna for long time , since last yr . I love her as much as I love my family . She's a pampered kid , cute , and rofl . I cnt really say it coz she meant everything to me .Oh! She's always a bit jelez .She cnt see me pamper other girls . x'D She's yr 5,live in JB n she has a bro tht I'm close with . I used to wc with her , I always look at her . Haa , memories :') . Then here comes Dhia . She's form 1 , she used to live in S2 but now she's in JB . Dhia is just so open minded n sporting for the matter of fact . I never seen her face , well once or twice but never like how I always webcam with Faryna . Story starts like this ;
I cant remember when . I knw I was in KL . Things were busy at tht time . Shopping , duh . ROFL . A GIRL HAS TO SHOP ! I was online by then . Faryna wanted to told me something but at tht time mom invited to go shopping n I haad to babysit Airil . So I off my fb . Soon , I was getting bz and she thought I changed . Then she told me she doesnt want to be my sister again and she told me to remove her .I said no -.- . She said she will do it herself . And I was like , K, go ahead . It's not tht I really wanted for her to delete me , it's just I had problems tht time , moody and she made me even moodier and angrier .
I didnt knw why she did tht but I was too angry too care bout it . Months pass I just knew she did tht coz Dhia scolded her . Ezri copy paste bout wht she thinks bout me . By tht time I was fighting with Ida (I'll tell tht next time) . I was to lazy to think bout it . I told Ezri tht I will solve tht prob just lemme solve one by one . 2 days ,ater , I said to him . I will not solve it . Fuck it . It's been months n now she has the guts to tell me wht Dhia had done? Why wouldnt Faryna defend herself ? If she really love me m she wouldnt let me go . N look wht happened . I mean right? This shit is like months n I have to rephrase tht memory to settle it . Let bygone be bygone . I have my own life to worry about . I asked Dhia and she said no . Ppl close to Faryna is like telling me to settle the prob whereas I dont want too!!
It's like I have to choose which sides I am on . Dude! I cnt choose sides! Faryna , u hv no proof tht Dhia scolded u n I cnt fix this shit until u hv proof tht Dhia really scolded you!! Think logic will ya? No proof , no talk . And if you think I change , well , u dont knw me and u dont knw wht I hv been doing . Damn girl . U knw I was hving PMR . Of course I will have no time for you . I had to STUDY . S to the T to the U to the D to the Y . STUDY . Check the dictionary for the meaning . You two are screwing up my life . I wish I wouldnt know u girls now for wht u both had done .
And thx to you too . I dont know Whom To Trust . :/